Mid​.​Cin​.​Day

by Captain Dangerfoots

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i’d waste all my tears, now I save up i lay all my fears and i raise up i wait for you dear, i’d wait up but i cannot stay here, i gave up now i blind all my sight with what i’d write felt so right but what i did in response felt so wrong, feels so wrong how could i wait for so long? will i wake up? i’ll wake up now “my blood flows harshly, my heart beats loudly” and it says… i’m gunna wake you up within silence, within sleep within trying to i’m gunna wake you up how much darker and how deep are you really willing to go?
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something so pure can feel so wrong my body is the difference and i’m the only one who controls it’s sustenance and rejects this debate we all lose our innocence we all make mistakes was it worth it? to lose a friend? to be a man? you’re innocent? my little sister was a kid can’t be a…
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Pupils 06:00
ahh-hha / and what’s this urge that rises o’er me? shots of images that set me free to set alive what exists in my mind sending waves of tears through your eyes in a soul resists unhealthy praise projected image of a simple mind fuck the thrill of running light the eye can see but creeping fog it always catches me think about/of where my past came from defeated anger of a fathers son and had to suffer where a sinner bled and less of sin but maybe shame we’re fed just don’t let the guilt do it again liar. how do you sleep? how do you breathe? i am a liar. so lord oh lord oh lord oh won’t you heal me please send me soul to wash me make me clean so lord oh lord oh lord i’m down my knees and down my neck and skin oh bury me and come again
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when am I going to learn to move on? and all that i am. and all that i want. and all that i think. do i think too much? is it just like they said do i learn to forget with each passing day i give it away when am i going to know when i’ve went too far and all that i’d give for all i now know i give too much so i let it go now it’s all in my head. its no ones fault. what lies in my heart. i let it burn just to burn cause i’ve tried and i try but still i burn with desire.. forgive
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(never did get around to recording those vocals, hmm) close my eyes cause I don’t need them anymore unearth my heart cause it can’t breathe anymore crush my luck cause i don’t believe it anymore crush my love what was left was a bet and everybody else was in on it what we had had been dead seems i just got my chance in killing it what a waste what a shame that now there’s no one else that i can blame but myself and what i did don’t run. cause i burn.
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Mulharva 07:38
(mul-har-va) took a bus to the west coast and moved out of sight there seemed more hope on the west coast much more than i desired such empty possibilities such open air my roots grew out of wastelands and wasteland will follow me here when will we clean up our wreckage and not let new ones appear cause i tell you great things come from facing these fears mulharva calm means there exist no words to describe how i feel when everything you know and love leaves you for quote un-quote something real so your fashion and your fame your romance it’s all the same you are empty bodies with empty traits i am empty opinions with an empty hate mulharva calm means i will overcome this disease return to this quiet and empty place i imagine dead choirs and it lights my face that someone looked over the forgotten but unearthed their remains and if you listen to this town closer and closer you can still hear their refrain of pain "they sigh, they spit"
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i’m moving places I can’t seem to escape maybe this feeling settles deep in my lungs i’ve tried to smoke ‘em out it gives me reason something is different not like when i was a child back then i had a way to shake things off in run-on sentences, jarred punctuation i’m losing structure i can’t seem to compete i keep a smile keep a face put it on i’m gunna love you in the midnight emotions i’m gunna love you in the midday heartache kicking and screaming at the top of my lungs this silent killing of a man over reason i keep repeating i can’t seem to complete what self-destruction fates no wait i’m on my own out of the graveyard raise up to enter my home i’m gone o great world we are
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ahh-hha / one kiss / ugly / sets forth / downfall / a nation choices made may reflect upon the overall outcome and I’ll slit you through / once one becomes two they’re straight chasing for a goal of one win and the outcry of applause sings “can we come too” how dark are we willing to go? is there anything left I need to know? is it worth what I think I’m gunna find? is it cruel as the shit within my mind? he sings, she sings, together they sang, i’ll slit your heart. i’ll slit you through. i’ll split you in two. i’ll sell your heart. i’ll tear it apart. And hell screams, it is your choice.
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silent night i’ve lost my sight innocent and blind silent night i closed my eyes enter in delight or lay in piece paralyzed o silent night
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Failure 05:25
i want out of these transgressions i haven’t done anything wrong i did it what i’ve done is simply a reflection of the direction things have been heading clearly and i want out, he screams and i want out, she begs and pleads what i was doing was meant as a rejection of the stench around me but what i’ve done became the destruction of the things i once held so dearly cause when you’re alone your mind plays some but only when you’re alone do you ever learn to deal with it so you can strum your blues away like you did fifteen songs before you did it or you can proclaim yourself changed and hang the man you’ve become forever hated cause it ain’t me
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(..or let’s not and say we are) i’ve got a new way to walk that doesn’t revolve around two i’ve got a new way to stop. the effects of events by just what i choose i’ve got a new chain around my neck and it’s a constant, a threat of death i’ve got to move on to expect the worst has come will come and i never receive anything less i once written stories on my own now they won’t do me good anymore and i tried so hard to let go of these things i hold we’ll rewrite our stories to fit a mold one will be my family’s, one will be my own lord, just tell me which way should i go i’ve got a new way to waltz that doesn’t fall when i’m blue i’ve found a new place to call home and the fresh paint stroked walls of my room i’ve got a new truth to hold where words alone just won’t do i’ve found a new place i won’t go where it breeds dark dark mercies i now know and i celebrate. recorded by dustin smith / schiff ave / cincy, oh (5.09)
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Josh - guitar/drums/piano/voice

Recorded at 2020 and 2022 Houses Middletown, OH between December 2009 - June 2010

Mastered 2012 / Re-released March 2013

Cover Photo by Chad Nicol

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